I wish to get a surprise even-though I know it's impossible

爸爸最好了♥♥

刚刚爸爸进来房间问我东西

问我怎么了

我一听

我整个人崩溃了

大哭得跟爸爸哭诉了一切一切

还是爸爸最好

家人最好

他们在你难过的时候帮你担当了一切

听你诉苦

从以前，我会觉得爸爸是不好的

我还没中学毕业就开始出来工作

中五以后就没给零用钱了

让我不能好好地读我的书

每天都要绞尽脑汁地赚取我的生活费

但是我至少觉得我家人是好的

他们把我训练地独立

至少我不会去依靠别人

我靠我自己过了我的diploma生活

衣食行我自己包完

觉得自己蛮厉害的说

♥♥突然好爱我的家，我的家人♥♥

谢谢爸爸

在我最需要帮助的时候出现了

I can't stand for it anymore T.T

Seriously.

I really cant stand for it anymore...

God...why you wanna treat me in this way..

Can you let me be better in this month?

At 1st, my handphone spoiled..

And I borrow from others..

But, the things I sad is every phone that I borrowed have to face spoiled problem at last..

This doesn't matter

FIne...

After that, I dont know why I face financial problem suddenly..

I ate manggie mee for couple of days...

I tried myself to pass this month..

And today..

My netbook spoiled!!!!!

This is what make me really down and can't stand for it anymore..

FInally..

I cried...

I cried as much as I can..

I cried badly

I really bah tahan...

I feel really bad luck...

Comment to MARCH's LIFE

Feel like MARCH is not my birthday month anymore

But is my BAD LUCK month

Broken+Bad luck=Feel like wanna cry..

For my situation now is--

--WORK HARD, STUDY HARD, BUT DON'T PLAY TOO MUCH--

--STRESSFUL MONTH-

-GOD BLESS ME-

2nd photoshooting

-13.02.2011-

-2nd photoshoot-

-Photo will upload coming soon at facebook-

Today is my 2nd photoshoot

Theme is cheong sam at tian hou temple

I woke up at 5am cause I really mafan 1

to avoid late so I have to wake up so early

We started from 8 something in the morning to 2pm..

It's very hot day and exhausted

And I understand why some models prefer take paid photoshoot...

For the photo, will upload soon but not now...

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Tomorrow means 2/14 , have to start my college life

Excited, tired or Happy??

Dont know..

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Happy Valentine's Day to everyone

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I'm a gal always have freedom 1..

I can do whatever What I want

But don't jealous.

Because you have to bear the responsibility for these

CNY with my college buddies

-09.02.2011-

-Wednesday-

We had our 2nd CNY gathering in our diploma college life

It may be our 2nd time and will be last time too

Cause we will graduate at September and start our own step to achieve our future.

So, sad?might be.

So,we start our 1st station in the 11 morning

-1st station-

-Ayaka's house-

We dont have group photo at her house,

As usual, we gather at her house before we go others house.

So, my 1st station is over there.

She cook some mee for us to solve our hunger

She is good cooker ...hahaXD

After that, is about 12pm

and we started our Marathon trip,

We went to our second station

-Munhong's house-

-This is our group photo-

Thank you for Evelyn Koon because sponsor her Polaroid camera

When we react there, we start our gamble time immediately.

1st of all, Evelyn took out her Iphone and open that compass application to Ayaka.

After that, Ayaka search EAST direction and face to that direction.

This is Ayaka's fengshui.

well, for Evelyn,

She took some mandarine put on her money.

This is the way she how to win money.

Well,

Their fengshui is really works!!!

After a few round,

and we start our third journey

-SzeYee's house-

SzeYee's dog is really scary as I know.

and

SzeYee's family are nice as I know too!

When we react, we start our gamble time immediately too

Definitely, Ayaka did her fengshui too!!

And This is our group photo at SzeYee's house

-Forth Station-

-KaSeng's house-

As I know, KaSeng's house seldom open house for friends,

We lucky?Maybe.

But his house is really neat and warm.

of course,his mom is really cute and nice.

treat us drink liquor and some of us are drunk because seldom drink

Obviously, we had our gamble time at his house too!!

-Fifth Station-

-Nikkie's house-

Nikkie's house is really big and I love that design.

His house got 2 naughty, his younger and youngest bro.

All damm lengzai and playful.

And I wonder when I on their age, I should be a shy girl but not like them.

Like to kacau stranger and play with them.

I love this kind of guy, really friendly and nice.

Definitely, We had our gamble time too!!

After nikkie's house, take a rest and we go restaurant lou sang!!!!

RM388 for 10 pax

It's a lucky num.

And We had my 1st package meal with my friends.

After that,

we continue our marathon and went to Kristy's house

It's our last station

-Last Station-

-Kristy's house-

Yoo!!

They like to bully me and I love them.

hahaXD

-My best friends in my college life-

-The people who taught me a lot in my life-

Hope we can get our 3rd CNY gathering next year

T___________miss you___________T

22/01/2010-My 1st photoshooting

22/01/2010

This is my 1st photoshooting with Logan @ Sentul Park
This is a private place which strictly no photoshooting...
So we tried our luck and escaped once we saw security..

It's really hot when that day..cause it's 12 pm!!!
Btw, luckily we had some nice photo..


I hope I can get another chance to photoshoot again..I love that feeling..
Of course, It make my life more beautiful and colourful..
And, I'm glad to have such memory when I still young...