I can't stand for it anymore T.T

Seriously.

I really cant stand for it anymore...

God...why you wanna treat me in this way..

Can you let me be better in this month?

At 1st, my handphone spoiled..

And I borrow from others..

But, the things I sad is every phone that I borrowed have to face spoiled problem at last..

This doesn't matter

FIne...

After that, I dont know why I face financial problem suddenly..

I ate manggie mee for couple of days...

I tried myself to pass this month..

And today..

My netbook spoiled!!!!!

This is what make me really down and can't stand for it anymore..

FInally..

I cried...

I cried as much as I can..

I cried badly

I really bah tahan...

I feel really bad luck...